I Saw Ryan Out One Morning Playin'

So there was this one guy I had this HUGE crush on in high school, and he now goes to the same college as I do.  Let's call him Ryan.  So I saw him quite a few times during the years I've been at college.  So he's in a fraternity called Phi Kappa Sigma. Or at least I think that's what it's called. I looked it up lol. And so he was rushing for his fraternity. Aka recruiting freshmen and new members to his frat. Not really haha. They just sit there and do nothing for a few hours.  I swear, there's like three columns of sororities and fraternities rushing, and they're either on their phones or talking to each other. Anyways, so I was walking by his frat, and he saw me and gave me this weird look.  Like that look when you haven't seen someone in a long time and you forgot their name but they look familiar look. Either that or a really confused look. Cuz I was with my boyfriend at the time, but he doesn't know Ryan. well he knows who Ryan is, but not what he looks like.  Anyways, while after we passed each other, I got this weird feeling in me.  Like I still have feelings for him, and I'm pretty sure he knows who I am anyways. Well he may have known that I liked him back in high school, but he knows who I am.  He commented on my birthday post to him.  Yes, I still know his birthday.