Friday, October 17, 2014

I Saw Ryan Out One Morning Playin'

So there was this one guy I had this HUGE crush on in high school, and he now goes to the same college as I do.  Let's call him Ryan.  So I saw him quite a few times during the years I've been at college.  So he's in a fraternity called Phi Kappa Sigma. Or at least I think that's what it's called. I looked it up lol. And so he was rushing for his fraternity. Aka recruiting freshmen and new members to his frat. Not really haha. They just sit there and do nothing for a few hours.  I swear, there's like three columns of sororities and fraternities rushing, and they're either on their phones or talking to each other. Anyways, so I was walking by his frat, and he saw me and gave me this weird look.  Like that look when you haven't seen someone in a long time and you forgot their name but they look familiar look. Either that or a really confused look. Cuz I was with my boyfriend at the time, but he doesn't know Ryan. well he knows who Ryan is, but not what he looks like.  Anyways, while after we passed each other, I got this weird feeling in me.  Like I still have feelings for him, and I'm pretty sure he knows who I am anyways. Well he may have known that I liked him back in high school, but he knows who I am.  He commented on my birthday post to him.  Yes, I still know his birthday.

Thursday, May 29, 2014

So...

Since I've been talking about boys a lot, I've actually started dating one. I won't say was his name is, but he's literally the sweetest thing.  Let's call him Sean.  So Sean and I met on the day of the college placement exam.  Well, sorta.  I added him on Facebook because I thought he was cool and pretty chill.  And then he just started talking to me ;)
So then, after we met, we started talking to each other like literally EVERY DAY. And on Skype too, for no real apparent reason.  Maybe it's cuz he wanted to add me on Skype?  Haha, I have no idea.  Well, maybe it was that day that I found three of my Skypes (yes, I forgot that I made three lol) and I posted that I had three Skypes on Facebook and he told me to add him. LOL.  So then we just started talking every day on Skype after that.  And he would always be the one to start the conversation, not me, cuz I'm shy like that.
So then fast forward about a few weeks, he wanted to hang out with me, you know, just as friends.  I guess I wanted to too, but I never really got around to it.  He was the one who suggested the idea first...I think. \
So then we hung out, and we were having so much fun that we didn't even notice that we hung out for like FIVE HOURS!!
Fast forward about a month, I went to China with my dad (my mom had work :( ), but I would still talk to him like in the middle of the day, and I felt so bad because it would be like 11 or 12 at night where he was.  I had a lot of fun just like casually talking to him, telling him about my day and stuff.  But it was hard trying to find Wi-Fi hotspots, since I didn't have texting, and I lost my phone about halfway through the trip by dropping it into a river. But yeah it was pretty fun.
And when I got to college, we met and hung out for a couple of days, just as friends, and I met his roommates, and they seemed pretty chill, but not now haha. I'll tell you about that later. He would always go into my room because he had a triple and 90% of the time, his roommates would be in the room, and I had a double and my roommate wouldn't be there 90% of the time.  So one day, after this party thing we had at my college, he and I just went into my room because he apparently has an obsession with the amount of space he has in my room lol. And we were dead tired, so we were just messing around in my bed, when he randomly asked me to be his girlfriend and I said yes.
And everything went on from there. I'm still dating Sean and two days ago, it was our 7-month. :)